12/4/2012 & 12/11/2012
Ok, so I completely missed writing my 10 week blog, so I’m adding it in with my 11 week. At this point, I can’t remember the differences between the weeks. :) Be thankful, I was tempted to put week 12 in there too.
How far along: 10/11 weeks!
How big is baby: The size of a prune (or kumquat, not real sure what that is). Baby’s kidneys, intestines, brain, and liver are functioning. Baby also has limbs that can bend (as seen at our sono last week).
11 weeks! Baby is now the size of a fig and almost fully formed. WOW, that makes me excited. Baby’s fists will soon open and close, tooth buds are forming, and bones are beginning to harden. Baby is also kicking and stretching, though I probably won’t be able to feel it (or the hiccuping) for another two months. :(
Total weight gain: Didn't weigh myself....
Maternity clothes: No maternity clothes yet, but I am definitely unbuttoning my pants a lot more. I cannot wait to get a bella band. I’m hoping one comes my way on Christmas.
Sleep: Sleep hasn’t changed much. I’m still getting up to go pee 1-3 times a night. There have also been a few nights where I’ve gotten up, but then cannot go back to sleep. My mind starts racing about random stuff and it just won’t quit.
Best moment of the week:
1. During week 11 I finally told the girls group at work that I’m pregnant! We were talking about Kate Middleton’s morning sickness and I mentioned that I knew a little bit about morning sickness cause I was going through it. At first they just kinda starred at me like wait, are you trying to tell us something or am I reading into this? Then Meredith was like come on people, she’s trying to tell you something! Annnd finally, excitement arose. I’m glad I finally allowed myself to let the secret out.
2. I also told GND the good news! I know a lot of the girls already suspected it because I hadn’t had wine in a while, so the suspicion needed to be laid to rest. On the way Bec and I came up with a plan. We were at Catie’s apt and I brought up babies by asking if anyone knew whether another one of the girls was having a boy or girl (she was supposed to be finding out), no one really knew, so then Becca was like, “Oh, I know someone else who is pregnant!” People immediately got excited and asked who, but it didn’t take them too long to figure out it was me! Everyone was of course very excited, they’ve been waiting for this announcement for 3 years after all!
Week 11: 1. On Thursday I started to get all worried again about Baby, so I convinced myself and my SIL that I needed to see Baby soon. Luckily for our family, Nancy is a vet and we can go to her office whenever and get a sono using the animal’s sono machine. The picture is not quite as clear, but you can definitely see a heartbeat and Baby moving around. I just love knowing Baby is doing ok in there. That night was kind of a family affair; me, Husbandy, Becca, Jason, Bryan, Nancy, my mom, and Brooklyn all went. So fun. Baby doesn’t seem to enjoy the sono noise so s/he was moving around, Aidan on the other hand seemed to be comforted by it. You could distinguish a lot of feature on him and he just looks so cute! The next day my brother and I were driving to CS for our cousin’s graduation and he mentioned how much he liked getting to see his nephew and yet to be determined niece or nephew. I thought that was so sweet.
Please excuse my comments and voice in this video. I find both kind of annoying.
2. On Friday we saw the last Vrla cousin graduate from A&M. It was definitely bittersweet. We embody what A&M stands for and I couldn’t be more proud.
3. Saturday night we went to Husbandy's work’s Christmas party. It was fun getting to meet the people he works with. The night went a little late, but we had a lot of fun.
Food cravings: No real big cravings. While on the drive to CS we were trying to decide what to eat when we got there. Bryan mentioned Freebirds and it sounded soooo good. Apparently that’s what he was hoping I would want and said he did a little happy dance inside when I wanted it too. It was so good I made Husbandy go there on Saturday too. :)
Food aversions: Nothing too too big. Chinese food still doesn’t sound too good. And I know this isn’t food, but brushing my teeth still makes me gag a little. But worse than that is putting on my deodorant. For some reason that smell gets to me every time and I really can’t stand it.
Symptoms: Still tired and a little bit of sickness. It felt better during week 11 which was nice, though Baby doesn’t seem to like the weekends. I always feel sick, but I think it’s cause my eating schedule is off cause I want to sleep. Apparently, Baby already likes routines.
Movement: I’ve seen it! Just can’t feel it. Sometimes I think I feel little bubble type things, but I don’t know if I’m just making it up.
Gender: Don’t know yet.
What I’m looking forward to: Christmas with the family!
What I miss: Still can’t wait to get to the second trimester and hopefully feel better all the time.
Next appt: December 27th.
Food cravings: No real big cravings. While on the drive to CS we were trying to decide what to eat when we got there. Bryan mentioned Freebirds and it sounded soooo good. Apparently that’s what he was hoping I would want and said he did a little happy dance inside when I wanted it too. It was so good I made Husbandy go there on Saturday too. :)
Food aversions: Nothing too too big. Chinese food still doesn’t sound too good. And I know this isn’t food, but brushing my teeth still makes me gag a little. But worse than that is putting on my deodorant. For some reason that smell gets to me every time and I really can’t stand it.
Symptoms: Still tired and a little bit of sickness. It felt better during week 11 which was nice, though Baby doesn’t seem to like the weekends. I always feel sick, but I think it’s cause my eating schedule is off cause I want to sleep. Apparently, Baby already likes routines.
Movement: I’ve seen it! Just can’t feel it. Sometimes I think I feel little bubble type things, but I don’t know if I’m just making it up.
Gender: Don’t know yet.
What I’m looking forward to: Christmas with the family!
What I miss: Still can’t wait to get to the second trimester and hopefully feel better all the time.
Next appt: December 27th.
Workout/Fitness: I did actually do some work outs these two weeks. I went to the gym at work a few times and Husbandy and I went for a walk. Hopefully, I'll keep this up.
I really can't let this week go by without writing about recently happenings:
On December 14th our nation witnessed a horrific tragedy in Newtown, CT where a gunman went into an elementary school and killed 20 6-7 year olds and 7 adults. Being pregnant, I think it affected me more than what I was expecting. On Thursday, when I convinced myself I needed to go to the vet clinic to see Baby, I started to think about my mom and dad and how I always felt like they were worrying too much about me when I was growing up. And here I was, knowing I’m doing everything I can to make sure Baby is growing and developing safely inside my womb, and I’m already worrying about him/her. How much more would I be a worrier when they are out on their own, not by my side at all times. I also thought about how I’ve developed a relationship with this little one over the last few weeks and how devastating it would be to lose him/her. Then on Friday I heard about the unthinkable. Parents losing their precious children, just 6-7 years old. I would sit a watch the news and listen to stories and just break down. Even just thinking about it now makes me cry. It completely breaks my hearts for all the families who lost a child and for those families with children affected by the tragedy. Some kids saw their teachers and classmates killed, their innocence has been stripped of them. The only thing I can do is pray. Pray for the families, pray for our nation, pray for the safety of my little one. I hope to never have to go through such a tragedy again, but all I can do it pray.
I don’t know who wrote this, but it’s a poem that has been circulating facebook and I wanted to share it here:
Twas' 11 days before Christmas, around 9:38
when 20 beautiful children stormed through heaven's gate.
Their smiles were contagious, their laughter filled the air.
They could hardly believe all the beauty they saw there.
They were filled with such joy, they didn't know what to say.
They remembered nothing of what had happened earlier that day.
"Where are we?" asked a little girl, as quiet as a mouse.
"This is heaven." declared a small boy. "We're spending Christmas at God's house."
When what to their wondering eyes did appear,
but Jesus, their savior, the children gathered near.
He looked at them and smiled, and they smiled just the same.
Then He opened His arms and He called them by name.
And in that moment was joy, that only heaven can bring.
Those children all flew into the arms of their King
And as they lingered in the warmth of His embrace,
one small girl turned and looked at Jesus' face.
And as if He could read all the questions she had
He gently whispered to her, "I'll take care of mom and dad."
Then He looked down on earth, the world far below
He saw all of the hurt, the sorrow, and woe
then He closed His eyes and He outstretched His hand,
"Let My power and presence re-enter this land!"
"may this country be delivered from the hands of fools"
"I'm taking back my nation. I'm taking back my schools!"
then He and the children stood up without a sound.
"come now my children, let me show you around."
excitement filled the space, some skipped and some ran.
all displaying enthusiasm that only a small child can.
and I heard Him proclaim as He walked out of sight,
"in the midst of this darkness, I AM STILL THE LIGHT."
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